leaves on the seine.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

i jst typed an an entry, expressing my astoundment at a revelation a close friend revealed to me.
there's no word that cld summarise how i felt, honestly. anyway, jst as i was abt to click on "publish post" i accidently pressed a wrong key and the whole entry vanished. i reasoned that perhaps it wasn't right to write it out, so i'll leave it as it is.

hurms. i met eunice tdy to catch up on everything before she jets off for shang/beijing on Christmas Eve.
we had a very nice conversation abt everything, jokes and all. hah. we were at tcc, my first time there and i liked the place. marvelling at how it's right smack at Level 2 of Cine and it manages to keep the sound out. i thought lips was the best place in cine to talk and stuff.. apparently not. Tcc's better, but the prices and much more ex! gee. thanks eu, you have a good trip and Merry Christmas.

it's 2247. .
after feeling upset over what happened this evening...
after leaving this page as it was since 8plus...
after a barrage of calls,
after much heartache,
i think my Christmas is officially wrecked.
you can say it's a slight consolation that it's nothing directly troubling me. hell, it's even worse that it's not my problem because then i've got no control over the outcome. sigh it's bad. and this alone is enough to put off my anticipation of Christmas. i've nvr felt so.. weak. so useless. and some people jst has to interfere, trying too hard to clear things out. look, you stay out. you know nuts abt neither of them. pls. gee, i jst felt like telling you to f*** off.

such a rollercoaster day.
a day of extremes.

Posted by zul at 2:54 AM