leaves on the seine.

i jst realised the seriousness of this whole thing, this thing we call the end yr exams.
it really is nearing, nearer than i thought it wld be. already, i find myself lapsing into yet another period of complacency and apathy. half the week is already gone, gone without me doing much productive revision, save for a math and a little geog. what abt the rest? shivers* i know they're gonna be harsh abt the results, but i'll scrape through. i know i can.

tdy hasnt been good. alr, during Lit, i found out tht my pen leaked, causing a huge blot of ink to form at the bottom of my breast pocket. it's big enough, definitely noticeable. haa. fast forward to RME, after recess. we were required to complete the annual assesment. very thought-provoking questions. it was a list of questions meant to wrap up our module on BGRs and sexuality.

" what benefits can be derived from having a relationship? list 5. "
" what are the traits in the opp. sex tht you look out for whilst dating? "
" what are the traits in the opp. sex tht you look out for, for marriage? "
is there a difference in the two, if so, what is it and reflect.

i wld like to know your answers to the above, jst drop a comment (:

practical aft sch didnt go as well as i thought it should have. screwed up chem, inhaled so much ammonia, and spilled some weird concoction of acids and wht have you. went to the Annex to do math for two hrs, with mr low. this' where i realised that.... i know less than 30% of the syllabus. and upon reflection, i admitted to myself.. with regret... tht the first semester of this year was wasted away. i thought i was past the dreaming/dazing. but last semester bore testimony that nope, it was still ard. i've learnt, i've tried harder. but harder is not enough, argh. ohwells. i intend to watch tonight's match, so yup good night.

much lovee.
zul.

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